2007(:

it's 2 rainbows. ((:
see the little faint one beside the brighter one..
to brighten the first day of 2007.
it had been awhile since i last saw rainbow.

hiatus hiatus hiatus.
a new year and new life.
i'll be living in perpetual bliss(:
cyah guys.

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Photos from since don't know when.
IMF dinner, cafe, waiting for lectures...
Death note, Carls' junior and lots more..... xD

One week of school had past.
Wasn't enjoable at all.
):

Libray got itself a cafe!!
Drinks there are cheap!
But food's not.

Though not very big.
It is still acceptable. xD
Can watch movies there!

Eeeewww..
I also wana maple.
xD

Mapling = Bonding??
LOL.
or Conquer Online?

Haha.
Whatever.
Tomorrow's a holiday.

Am I gona rot at home??
)):
Okay.... SOOOOO SAD!!!!

Cannot!
I cannot rot at home!!
I wan majiong all night and play RISKS!!


Or dices???
Whatever that game is..
New game!!!! xD

I'm so excited laa..
At the same time, disappointed.
With myself.

Ooh ooh ooh!!
Everyone who talks(ed) to me
Always say....I think too much!

Is that true??
I'm not sure myself...
*fidgets*

Great.
Now I'm stucked in one decision
I made few weeks ago. ):

I need advices.
But I'm not willing to talk to anyone about it.
NO ONE.

Omg.
Shit.
Damn.

So vuglar...
x/
Whooopsss..

Anyway,
To my malay friends out there....
Selamat Hari Raya!!! xD

YAY! *think of my emoticon*

I got my FRENCH!!!!! xD

OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!

I'm DAMN HAPPY!!!!

hehehe.. okay.. typing in CAPS will only irritate you guys right??? ((((((:
Hehhehehehheheheehheh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SEEE!!! Mentor's always the best. LOL..
*sterotype*

Hahhaha...
Anyway, how's first day of school???
It was kind of great for me~
Hehehehe...


ENded lessons at....10.30am..
hahaha... 8am to 10.30am.
great right?
was supposed to have a 1pm tutorial.
Lecturer is DIRECTOR somemore lor...

Then we sent jialun and nic to go in to talk to him~
hahaha.....
when there's jialun..
everything's sure smooothh~~
at the same time....talked to mentor about...
why everybody appealed can change i appeal cannot.. (><) then she said she will find out for me. hehe... xD LOL.. so got it changed to tomorrow morning 9am. informed everybody and off we go to watch death note. happily... but!! it was not out yet!! (><) Bo bian... haha. so we ended up walking from PS all the way to Wheeelllock Place.. Then to wisma... and there we shopped a little while.. My legs were hurting like mad and my back was hurting like HELL... Hehhee.... Then mentor called me!! hahaha~ asked me to check timetable~ changed already!! xD I became hyper~!!!! heheheeh... and zx suan me.. (><)
haha..

wadever laa huh.... hehhehe...
yupyup.

then....edna and me left for my interview
yup.
went for via mar interview..
don't feel too good about it also..
so went to try out haagen dazs' too.
xD
the manager there soo cute laa..
so set my mind on haagen dazs.
haha..
though lesser amount of money.
x/

hahaha..
anyway, it was a double blessings for me. xD
and maybe i will be working soooonn~ wheeee~
okay okae..

cyah!!!!!!!

happy happy happpy..... xD

Yeah!! School's starting next weeekk!!!! xD
Okay. I don't really feel that way..but yar.. You got it.

Anyway, NYPSO is having concert!!
Like....finally...on the 10nov.. xD

Tickets are freeeee....
Held in nyp very own auditorium...!!
7pm...

Wana come?? Tell me if you want alright!!
haha... i don't know why...
but they decided to go GOLD anyway..
you can find the colour in the new shirt and everywhere!!
hahaha!!

I needa give the tickets away~ haha..
there's like....1800 seats in there... maybe more...
and so..we have like 1800 tickets to give away~
omg... it sounds like some lucky draw or what..

Nonono...
It'll be good.
Not great but good. xD

at least I'm confident about orchestra..
((:

piecess.....?

Oohh... we'll be playing....
El camino real!!! hahaha..
and more like duh~ -.-

Erm...
expect a few cheeenaa pieces
when you got a conductor like laoshi..
till now...im still not sure about his name..

So yar... at least come for the sake of me?? heeee....
if not the band.....
LOL x/

Hmm....
Different people different views..
So come and see for yourself okae!!
(((:

I'm here to blog again.. =)

Alright alright.. It's duh! hah..

I got into Chemical and Pharmaceutical course in NYP.. It's like okay for me la but I still wana try appealing to Biomedical Science in SP.. hee.. I first disturbed Tsehwee from her sleep to tell her first thing in the morning. haha.. She told me to tell her first thing in the morning! Not my fault. =x

Then, after which I was busy calling people and stuffs asking my friends where they're posted to. Poor Girlyn didn't get chosen into any course. Hmm. Yar. I should be thanksful that a poly wants me. Hope she can be successful in appealing on monday and tuesday. =) Girl, don't lose hopes okay!!! =)

Afterwhich, I got so "depressed'' that I asked for half day leave and messaged Tsehwee asking her out for a last minute move date! haa.. It's funny la. We watched Nanny McPhee!!!! NIce nice nice... Sort of touching. Hee.. Wondering if my kids will turn out like them in future. >.<

Well, if you still have some feelings for me.. Why is it that I always get: ''the feelings of being ignored'', ''that I'm no longer important to you'' and ''hey, get on with life you pathetic thing'' feelings from you?? Why must I be the one to bother you always first!?! Why can't you messaged me if it bothers you that much that I dint msged you?? I just want to know how you feel towards me now? Am I still as important to you as before? Was I wrong in wanting to give you up? Or you really wana be rid of me?? I know I can never get this answers from you. I know... =( it's okay. I know... I just know.. we're not meant to be.. or that, it's really a test of time given to us by God??? How much longer can I hold on??

Now, with a blank mind.. I don't know what to update.

Band yesterday was okay. Mira came! =) and a few other swiss from the 2004 batch. (i.e: Lily, Zhi Lei, Vivienne, ShiYun and Elieen.) Tsehwee wan join us cornets??? =) Raisa too...?? There's Vivienne... Join la???? We're gona play Phantom of the Opera!!!!! =D wheeee~ I'm so excited.. Have been waiting for that piece for like.. ages!!!! yeah! Maybe we're gona tak part in coms too? hah. Anyway, If you two join... I'm very sure.. I'll be very happy every band pract. =)

haha.. Yar.. Raidah! I went MIA with Mira.. haha.. She's meeting her friend and I accompany to take the train.. haha..

And Justin's asking me to ask Raisa to join.. Vivienne and Luqman and me quarrelling why nv ask Tsehwee to come.. SEE!!??!! =D wana come?? =))))

Oh my Oh my!!!!! Skyler's here!!! whee~ im so happy and excited.. whee~ man! haha... Congratulations Mr Goh!!!!! Hope your Wife's okay ah! yeah!

Hello Skyler! =D I'm Juliana. A student of your beloved Papa!!!! =) haha... yeah!

okay, im so thrilled by the arrival of a new-born baby GIRL that im so...... nothing can describes me now.. haha...!!

okok... time for me to get back to work! hee... =D

God Bless Skyler with a blissful life! =)

somehow or other, you made me cry again. thanks for that paragraph.

cant believe it. i have my own paragraph from you. wow..

anw, quick go 2005! i wan 2006 to be here quick! faster!!!! 2005 had been the worst year in my secondary lives! and i wan it out of my life!!!!! aww... people out there..

have a MERRY MERRY NEW YEAR yea... =)

oh. i went shopping with my sis just now and shops are already playing CHINESE NEW YEAR songs! haha.. so kanchiong! wow.. i just wish to have a better year in 2006 and most prolly, still have you in my life. man.. *decieving myself* but still, yar.. TADAH!

BYE 2005 and WELCOME 2006!!! =D

hello! afternoon everybody.... haha.. i seriously doubt the number of people reading my blogs. haha... except for a few. haha.. so im just talking to myself everyday.. =) well, i browsed through a few blogs before updating and i dint know that my reflection over the years in band could make amira and jiehui feel...... hee...

well, i just coulden get to slp ytn (yester-night) =x and so i ended up pondering on a lot a lot of things. well, looked back on 2005 and such. things that most people do when a year is nearing and a new year is soon about to come. =D [p.s: haha.. my sis said that's only for people with nothing to do] -_-" hee... anyway, i kind of changed a lot. haha.. aiya. guess it's not that interesting anw.. shall not bored my readers.. haha. waddehell... oopss..

but i realised one thing. wait, the following para are just my own opinions.. sorry if i offended any of oyu out there. SORRY! =) don't read on if you dun wan ah... hee... =x

people sure are .... eh, how to describe lehz... hmmm... like one example ah: when you're get along well with someone i mean like *being "best friends" lidat* den you'll be like really close and talk about each other often ad hang out almost everyday like twins ya'noe.. but once you drifted away, *POP* goes ur fairytale....... haha.. it happens the same in relationships too.. once yo break up means you cannot contact that person?? or you have to keep your distance?? no right?? =x sorry if im wrong ah.... but i really hate this kind of things happening.... =( where's all the *forever never ending* stories i saw and watched in tv serial and most prolly, distinctive people's lives....? where?? tv dramas happen the way they are cuz they have to make sure a happy ending is what everybody would get for catching it so long.... but why cant they jus try to act one real-life drama? like not when couples break, they will be back tgt again in the end.... it doesn't always happen in real life. haha.. what to do.. that's how life are. whatever.

okay, i hopped to hong yun's blog and after reading his wow so _____ entry... i felt so ashamed of always giving him *face* when we were in school. hmmm.. even though i had a slight idea of how he's like. But i still treated him the way i did. *guilty* sorry hong yun! well, that is if you ever get to see it la. seriously, ur entry made me think of my stupid actions in the past. i really was a *it*h. oopss... haha.. save it craps. *sign*

im always dreaming of a perfect relationship that will lead on to an happy ending.. sometimes, i really envy Mr Goh's wife... He's really a nice husband. and now a to-be papa.. every talks with him made me wana grow up faster and have my own story. =) they were together since.... okay, shan't announce it here. w/0 his permission some more.. haha... but yar! i really envy her... heee....

my mama is another lucky woman. haha.. though my papa isn't some handsome catch or master holder or holding a high position in some listed company, but the way he treats mama is wow... haha. even i get scolded sometimes if im a LITTLE rude [note, only a LITTLE.] to mama.. =( but haha.. looking round my relatives and some of my friends' families.. im glad to ba a HO! =) even though sometime i dun always get what i wanted: "clothes and such" and i have to fork out my own money to buy my things. im still contented. haha.. mama wouldn't suspect me of anything.. and she wun demand that i do this and that. she gives the utmost respect for us.. yes and of course freedom.. and we sometimes took her for granted.. [spelling?] she believes in us and whatever we said. =) that's why i never once complained abt her. haha.. families break up, parents divorced and more happening in our relatives lives made us realised even more that we have to stay united. =) haha..

wow. okay okay, i guess i'll just stop ah. if not, there'll nv be an ending.... haha.... and it gets really boring with just words. haha.. okay lar. stop reflecting jul! =D haha......

whee~ 2005's going to be history in another 4 more days! =) [excluding today ah] hee..

and 2006's coming! will it be a better year for me instead?? =D im so excited at the thought of going to 2006~ hhaa... i must be crazy. hmm.. well, cuz in 2006, i'll no longer be a secondary school student! =D whee... see how happy i m?? haha..

also, i hope to be part of the alumni band members lehz.. =) haha.. if there really is... count me in kae??!!?? anw, luq said im part of the brass ensemble? haha.. or quintet?? haha.. hope im really in... come to think of it. i've been playing the cornet ever since at the age of seven. =) see 10 long years..... how can i bear to give it up right?? esp with such great conductor like Mr Chew!!! =)))))

haha.. yar, i wasn't really into band during my primary school times. den when i got into swiss and they held the CCA orantation (spelling?) i looked at the band and i turned away~ *gosh* haha.. den silas, my senior since primary one too, saw me and pushed me into band!!! haha.. i even turned away from him and did not go for even one pracrt in jan. haha..

den during the enrichment classes, i heard some band members (sec 1s like me), [eleanor and qiling =)] keep talking about the band... and nth else! haha.. den i thought to myself, *izit really that good???* haha... that was nearing feb den... haha..

den i went in for myself. haa.. and tadah! im enthu abt band today! =D im also proud that im a part of it. hee.. it kind of played a part in changing my life. and letting me know about 3 of my darlings... haha.. yeah!

hehe.. so many different kinds of people i met during these growing years. haha.. of course im still growing up! haha.. well, i am right now preparing myself to recieve 2006 into my life.. hehe... most importantly, there'll be loads of joyful news in 2006! haha..

1: i have my new year resolutions to achieve. =)

2: Mr Goh's baby coming soon!!!! *wink* and i love babies.. hhe

3: chinese new year!! haha... end of jan.. so early this year.. haha..

see.. so many things to rejoice.. hehe.. see ya in 2006!!! bye!

memories....

okae. so we had the high tea today~ haha.. i did went in my contact lens. haha.. cuz my optometirist helped me rush the order haha.. yeah! but i look weird ah. haha.. den slowly by the end of it i look okae when takin pic alr. haha.. when i got pics den i post yar. haha. cuz the cameras all not mine. sad! haha

okae. met up in jun hse today with alot of pp den all go tgt. haha.. reached there actually still not much thing de. somemore still arrive so early. haa.. stupid him la. sae wad got rehearsal. haha. but dun have lar. den ONE STUPID PREFECT bumpd the HEAVY BOARD onto my lips ah. not centre got ONE BIG BUMP! haiz. not very pretty alr. still give me one RED AND SWOLLEN BUMP on the centre of my lip!! angry la. heee.. he dressed like a dancer? haha.. duno~ well, my stupid hairdresser went overseas and jie's hairdresser's not workin on wed. so i cannot do my hair!! sad la. ahaha.. nvm~

yup. den commence the high tea. haha.. i got the cca awards cert. haha.. okae la. at least got some *achievement* after spendin 5 yrs in the band. haha.. yup. den got presentations and speech and bla bla bla lar. haha.... =D den took photos and all.. hahaha.. okae lar. just very nice lar today~ haha.. okok..

den after the high tea, stayed there to take lots of photos and all den he went offf with his classmates. =( almost cried out. nvm. yup den me went with others to take neoprints and den went home le. so boring for me. bet he's still enjoyin with his calssmates. =(

i muz get used to it. nvm. bear bear bear......... he took my grad card and cert with him sayin it's a promise that he'll go out with me tml. haha. wadde..

yup. tml we goin to celeb jun's bday by watchin harry potter in the mornin den eat at seoul garden~ haha.. shit! im gona be fat!! haha.. =((((( *sob sob sob*

haha.. HAPPY ADVANCED BDAY TO BELOVED HUIJUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =D

hello

new start new beginning.. hmmm..


life still goes on..