hello! afternoon everybody.... haha.. i seriously doubt the number of people reading my blogs. haha... except for a few. haha.. so im just talking to myself everyday.. =) well, i browsed through a few blogs before updating and i dint know that my reflection over the years in band could make amira and jiehui feel...... hee...
well, i just coulden get to slp ytn (yester-night) =x and so i ended up pondering on a lot a lot of things. well, looked back on 2005 and such. things that most people do when a year is nearing and a new year is soon about to come. =D [p.s: haha.. my sis said that's only for people with nothing to do] -_-" hee... anyway, i kind of changed a lot. haha.. aiya. guess it's not that interesting anw.. shall not bored my readers.. haha. waddehell... oopss..
but i realised one thing. wait, the following para are just my own opinions.. sorry if i offended any of oyu out there. SORRY! =) don't read on if you dun wan ah... hee... =x
people sure are .... eh, how to describe lehz... hmmm... like one example ah: when you're get along well with someone i mean like *being "best friends" lidat* den you'll be like really close and talk about each other often ad hang out almost everyday like twins ya'noe.. but once you drifted away, *POP* goes ur fairytale....... haha.. it happens the same in relationships too.. once yo break up means you cannot contact that person?? or you have to keep your distance?? no right?? =x sorry if im wrong ah.... but i really hate this kind of things happening.... =( where's all the *forever never ending* stories i saw and watched in tv serial and most prolly, distinctive people's lives....? where?? tv dramas happen the way they are cuz they have to make sure a happy ending is what everybody would get for catching it so long.... but why cant they jus try to act one real-life drama? like not when couples break, they will be back tgt again in the end.... it doesn't always happen in real life. haha.. what to do.. that's how life are. whatever.
okay, i hopped to hong yun's blog and after reading his wow so _____ entry... i felt so ashamed of always giving him *face* when we were in school. hmmm.. even though i had a slight idea of how he's like. But i still treated him the way i did. *guilty* sorry hong yun! well, that is if you ever get to see it la. seriously, ur entry made me think of my stupid actions in the past. i really was a *it*h. oopss... haha.. save it craps. *sign*
im always dreaming of a perfect relationship that will lead on to an happy ending.. sometimes, i really envy Mr Goh's wife... He's really a nice husband. and now a to-be papa.. every talks with him made me wana grow up faster and have my own story. =) they were together since.... okay, shan't announce it here. w/0 his permission some more.. haha... but yar! i really envy her... heee....
my mama is another lucky woman. haha.. though my papa isn't some handsome catch or master holder or holding a high position in some listed company, but the way he treats mama is wow... haha. even i get scolded sometimes if im a LITTLE rude [note, only a LITTLE.] to mama.. =( but haha.. looking round my relatives and some of my friends' families.. im glad to ba a HO! =) even though sometime i dun always get what i wanted: "clothes and such" and i have to fork out my own money to buy my things. im still contented. haha.. mama wouldn't suspect me of anything.. and she wun demand that i do this and that. she gives the utmost respect for us.. yes and of course freedom.. and we sometimes took her for granted.. [spelling?] she believes in us and whatever we said. =) that's why i never once complained abt her. haha.. families break up, parents divorced and more happening in our relatives lives made us realised even more that we have to stay united. =) haha..
wow. okay okay, i guess i'll just stop ah. if not, there'll nv be an ending.... haha.... and it gets really boring with just words. haha.. okay lar. stop reflecting jul! =D haha......
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