I'm not sure if I did the right thing today. =( I felt sooo reluctant to write what I wrote and gave it to him. But only by doing this can I give him up completely. I tried for the last time. It did not work. Still.... =(
I should have know the outcome. No use trying. I'm seriously numbed to it?? Maybe NOT really. =(
But I'm glad to have at least grab a little attention from him. =) I should be contented. As I said, I MUST try to not cry because it's over but smile because it happened.
He may have change his attitude and feelings towards me.. But when he's with me.. still.. He's really the best-est boyfriend a boyfriend can ever be.
I cooled down.
and..
I'm thankful.
with love,
juliana.
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