in another world (:

((:

I miss my hair I miss I miss
*whines whines whines*
:/ I learned my ways
Shall never ever ever cut it away again! x/
even if the urge is there!

Chai Hui just left my house, like a few minutes ago
I wonder how she can keep her cool when teaching my lil sis
:/ I'm still amazed at how fast the education system is progressing

At secondary one, they are already learning about haemoglobin???
HEELLOOO~ I only know what's that all about in secondary THREE
and that's when I started my Food and Nutrition subject! (not science)

OMG. Or maybe I did not pay attention in secondary one and two?
HAHA! Can't be. I clearly remember I saw that word first in my F&N book!
Anyway, they are progressing toooo fast I conclude. heh~ :/
(that was my personal opinions by the way)

My life now is as messy as my laptop
BOO! Edna CXX, reformat for me quick
:D I can't stand it's slownesssssssss

I always thought I'm the happy-go-lucky kind of girl
who forever has a smile on her face everytime people look at her
I always thought I am

Yet, recently everyone around me kept asking me "what's wrong" bla bla bla
And I find it unreasonably hard to put that curve up across my face
They said to just take it as it is and appreciate whatever is given out

I know it clearly myself
that things should never be dragged for too long
Cause once it do, it will get out of hand

And right now, I think it has already gotten out of hand
Far tooo much for me to bear anymore :/
It was always me listening to others giving advices
like I'm some kind of a problem-solver specialist

Where's the old juliana?
I needa find myself back :D
All else doesn't matter actually

Isn't it because of my optimisim
that Mr Kevin Roberts chose me for being NYP representative in the ISPE student chapter?
He had clearly told me that it IS cause of that right?
So why am I being such a disappointment now?

I'm always the *juliana* when I'm in swiss
I wana be the *juliana* now in another environment too!
Not change :/
It's not that hard I presume

I see life in a very different way I guess

:D Spiderman 3's out already!
But from what I see, a lot a lot of people have already booked seats
So won't have any nice seats left if I were to go buy that day right?
Hmm..Yea. Even bro says "no need to think also know" :/

So typical of us singaporean laaa
Hahah... Can't wait to catch this show
:D wheee~~~

看着时间　别让它再流浪
从前我　太适应悲伤
你的出现在无意中　却深深撼动我
一起走着　没说什么　心是满足的

这个世界　随时都要崩塌
我没有　其他的愿望
假如明天将消失了　趁现在我爱着
只想记得　被你抱着　温热的感受

Love Beautiful So Beautiful
我失去过　更珍惜拥有
多庆幸我是我　被你疼爱的我
紧紧牵住的手　不要放手　永远守护我

Love beautiful So Beautiful
我很快乐　你会了解我
我不会再哭泣　是因为我相信
我们勇敢的爱着　每秒钟
都能证明　一生的美丽

这个世界　随时都要崩塌
我没有　其他的愿望
假如明天将消失了　趁现在我爱着
只想记得　被你抱着　温热的感受

Love Beautiful So Beautiful
我失去过　更珍惜拥有
多庆幸我是我　被你疼爱的我
紧紧牵住的手　不要放手　永远守护我

Love Beautiful So Beautiful
我失去过　更珍惜拥有
多庆幸我是我　被你疼爱的我
紧紧牵住的手　不要放手　永远守护我

Love Beautiful So Beautiful
我很快乐　你会了解我
我不会再哭泣　是因为我相信
我们勇敢的爱着　每秒钟
都能证明　一生的美丽

Love's Beautiful So Beautiful

my fingernails~~ made by enda! xD
heheh~ thanks darling(:

the wedding bears! cute right???
oooh.. when's mine? =/

nobody to pei me go toilet..
so i spend a little more time in there.. LOL

my mama and me..
went out for a walk after the solemnisation

the bride
my beautiful cousin! ((:

shadows? by the poolside..

my sis and me!

after i changed out from the clothes...

hahahaha

today's valentine day.. -.-"

no valentine though..

and i was being pang sehhed by someone.

was actually pissed by it.

but nah, bro said,

it's valentine.. =/

so shall let it be then also.

and so, i had bro to accompany~

went "din tai feng" to eat.

hahah! bro's treat~ xD

the xiao long bao really nice..

haha..and all the times i eaten that..

this is also the first time

i put the jiang shi together and eat it.. xD

all cause mama and papa's not there to finish mine for me.

so i trieed.. and it's really not bad...

so in return, i treated bro to what he say

quite boring movie...Miss Potter.

haha.. but to me, still okay nah.

was enjoying it..the ending's predictable..

LOL.. all along i have the story book

the tale of peter rabbit..

i did not really read it. =/

hahaha.... okayyy

repent... xD

shall go read the book...

((:

yeah. walk around and

home sweet home after that.

went straight to bed.

woke up around evening

and off we go to cousin's

ROM solemnisation..

down there, behind of me

i saw feli and her bf..

beside me, i saw sis and korkor.

in front of me i see cousin's now-husband sis and her bf..

and in front in front, is cousin and her now-husband!!!

*cries* )):

where's my valentine???? =/

such things can't be rush. (:

hahhaha....

BOO!

long entry, busy me~ (:

let's see...when's the last entry??
22/12/2006

saturday 23/12/2006

the mama's smallest cousin wedding(:
hmm.. held at c.h.i.j.m.e.s
a wedding lunch! weird hor.. lol
anyway, saw all the long time no see relatives..
which i don't even know names and all.. tsk! haha..
okae.. then sis boyfriend came to fetch us using papa's car
and off to vivo we went~~~

tried on clothes and all...
found one that i really liked..
too bad..my arms look damn flabby laa..
(>.<) slim slim slim slim!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =/ sunday 24/12/2006

these few first. update the other time.. xD
went edna's for countdown.
watched night at the musuem in the afternooon
before collecting the logcake xD
then went bro's for mahjong while waiting for
that xiong to come and give us his present for the exchange.
then ate kfc, turkey, logcake for dinner.
played mahjong yet again,
card games...
sang K in her house!
hahaa..i also want a set of that like hers!! LOL
*envy*
for the first time, i didn't sleep at all alright!
proud of myself! LOL
partly bro scolded and threaten me! *bites*
LOL..
then went for causarina prata for breakfast..
home and more things happened!

monday 25/12/2006

haven't got the chance to sleep and close a wink
my mama dragged me out to M1 and get the sim card changed..
then off to vivo yet again for a few min shopping..
looked at the dresss again...didn't buy it. ): F4!
then went home.. catched a nap when mama's cooking bobo chacha!! xD
then was woken up and off to the aunt's place for BBQ.
not very enjoyable. didn't eat much. no appetite.
can't relate with the relatives so talked to my *new bf* most of the times!
hahhaa.. he's the only boy in the family ar.. LOL
he changed soo much laa... hahha...
and yup.

just came back from band. -.-
tired.. cyah~

dearie bday celeb, btt and family dinner! xD

my christmas cards preparation~ haah..
this is the first year im giving out cards laaa.haha.. -.-"

it's dearie's birthday today!! xD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TSEHWEE!!

haha.. as usual ar.. with dearies around..
there will sure be pictures~~ and.....
these pictures are ripped straight from ziddy's blog!
wahahahah~~~

anyway..i did the same trick laaa....
hahahah~~~~~ by saying im not freeeee...
den *pop* up at her place~
LOL
this time...with sa together! xD
last year raisa ng was late ar! den we had to meet her at westmall instead! LOL

i think...next year...must change style already. haha..
once is suprising..twice is still okae..
thrice is BORING already! hahah!

anyway, this year was sa saying to meet at afternoon
and me..yet not free again~ LOL

then me and sa met early in the morning
to buy that girl all the grrrreeennnn stuffsss we can think of.
went in to shop 'n' save..
walked around...
in the end...bought her..
fragrant pears~~
just tea~~
sour skittles~~
and two chocolate bars..

haha... only the last items were not in green laa...
then sa *pop* up first.. when she's closing doors..
then i *poP*! haha..!
i was in pink..[her ex fav colour]
sa's in greeen! [her fav colour now]
LOL... was abit unplanned arrr... xD

she wasn't suprised laaaaaaaa =/


those pictures with her wet wet hair and sleeping clothes~~
xD well.. forever de laa...
she batheddddd sooooooo early!!
we wanted to see her slpy face okae. haha..
but we always failed! LOL


oooh.. we bought her a cake too! in pink~
haha..her ex fave colour.... wahahaa...
wanted to buy her a pandan cheese one..
it's green in colour ar..
but it was sold out..
so bo bian laaaa.. hah!


this the bday girl~~ *capturing her making a wish*
may your wish come true alright! haha~


the things we got for her..
the things from sa..
and the card from me.
*see a censored blur thing?*
wahaha... *sssshhhh*
=/


and while sa's went to take out her stiches..
we played on the webcam..
i studied for my BTT..
she prayed..
dolled up.....and waited for sa~~~ xD



went k-boxing with them! haha..
took away sa's *virgin* trip!! xD
wheee~~
dearies!! we go k again okok!! hahaa..
k-ing with them was damn fun laaa... xD


see!! since christmas' coming!
we carolled!!! xD
and the animations are damn cute laa~~
frosty~the snowman~~~~ xD


okae. i had to leave early. haha.
then..... all the zl(s) with them...
sad.. there's like only 2 photos with huiz..
and the 2 photos..are the same rite? LOL
but i had equal fun with them! wheee~


and this is the amount for 3 pax.
i paid a little little..
cause i left early?
next time okae! i treat u~~ xD


then..met the brother and went to take the BTT~
i passsed! wheee~ a step nearer to getting the driving license! waaha...
and we saw weilun there laa...so qiao..
he same test as us also..
and he sat two seats away from bro~ haha..
i was sooooo nervous laaa...
didn't wana click on the end test button!
cause the people walking away which i saw...
all failed!! =/ hehe.. but now..
passing the FTT once! is my goal. haha..
PDL PDL.. not sure about that. haha..
jiayou man! xD got bro to go through it together! xD


then my papa's company got this christmas lunch celebration.
he got the pillow from hallmark as one of the christmas present exchange!
and the pooh cup as table gift.. wth rite? =/
such cute stuffs!! hahaha.. xD
and now..the pillow is mine!
oooh....got consolation prize too. $30 voucher from NTUC!
haha..mama's the happy housewife now.. LOL =/


and today's dong ji what.. so we got a so called...
better and scumptious dinner! haha...
got lobster!!
abit small for 6 persons in the ouse only ar..
wheee~~ fullll dinner! LOL..

i used.....two hours to type this entry... -.-"
with all the distractions in between laaa..
all in all...i love today! wahaha!! xD

im a forturnate kid! ((:

Sleigh Ride

Just hear those sleigh bells jingling,
ring ting tingling too
Come on, it's lovely weather
for a sleigh ride together with you,
Outside the snow is falling
and friends are calling "Yoo hoo,"
Come on, it's lovely weather
for a sleigh ride together with you.


Giddy yap, giddy yap, giddy yap,
let's go, Let's look at the show,
We're riding in a wonderland of snow.
Giddy yap, giddy yap, giddy yap,
it's grand, Just holding your hand,
We're gliding along with a song
of a wintry fairy land.


Our cheeks are nice and rosy
and comfy cozy are we
We're snuggled up together
like two birds of a feather would be
Let's take that road before us
and sing a chorus or two
Come on, it's lovely weather
for a sleigh ride together with you.


There's a birthday party
at the home of Farmer Gray
It'll be the perfect ending a perfect day
We'll be singing the songs
we love to sing without a single stop,
At the fireplace while we watch
the chestnuts pop. Pop! pop! pop!


There's a happy feeling
nothing in the world can buy,
When they pass around the chocolate
and the pumpkin pie
It'll nearly be like a picture print
by Currier and Ives
These wonderful things are the things
we remember all through our lives!
of a wintry fairy land

Our cheeks are nice and rosy
and comfy cozy are we
We're snuggled up together
like two birds of a feather would be
Let's take that road before us
and sing a chorus or two
Come on, it's lovely weather
for a sleigh ride together with you.

my favourite song of every songs in the whole wide world!! xD

It's the monsoon season!!
Raining every night in the west area. LOL
damn nice for sleeping laa(((:

damn sad leh..
kranji never rain
yew tee rain.. -.-"
only 5 min distance..

LOL
hate taking the bus home when it's raining..
yesterday, was raining too when i'm on the way home.
there's this stupid irritating aunty who used her assets to PUSH ME AROUND
just to GET UP THE BUS FIRST LAA!!
wanted to shout back at her..
but it's public ar..
so i didn't...

yar. didn't want this to happen again
there's a whole BIG crowd waiting for bus laa..
and i can't walk home laa..
too heavy a rain.. =/
will be drenched by the time i reached home..
therefore, solution??

CALL PAPA!!! xD
hehe!! knew he wouldn't be working late. heh!!
after much persuasion, i *won* again! hehe..

remember that time during concert..
after supper with edna they all.
i was calling papa to fetch me home from yew tee too..
and my papa is damn tired after work laa...heeehehh.....
den xiong said if he had a daughter like me..
is something something something...(never good things)
LOL

BUT...to me...
i find myself damn lucky okae..
and not my papa unlucky.. LOL
xD

and just now..
when the parents fetched me from yew tee..
on the way home...which is like.....5-8min?
they kept saying the thing which
i've heard ever since i start to remember things..

hmm..
basically,
is.....i'm lazy..and lucky.
LOL..
hmmm...

damn funny laa..
the contents are just idiotic...
whoops~
hehehehe.... =/

but...sometimes,
i just thought....
aren't they sick of saying the same things over and over again??
hmmm....

haha...
yay! christmas is coming.
the favourite festive of the year! ((:
hmmm..missed my christmas service with them...

time can never turn back. ):
cyah!

Some way due family photos taken during the papa's birthday, random outings and lunar CNY.

my sis and me.
big head shot~ XD


2nd day of lunar new year. ((:


oooh..
my forever-respectable papa. X)


the 3 sisters.


the parents and me. (:


mama.
she's cuter then me.
i love you mama! XD


my forever. (X
nothing will replace the love i have for them.


and my whole family. (:

***

I want my family back. My happy family. ):

Today was another normal school day. Stupid kallen made us wait an hour +++ for her only less than 10 minutes lecture!!!!!!! Damn right? Lol.

After that, kris pulled me along to lot 1 with him and justin. Haha. It's been awhile I last saw justin. Never change laa.. Forever justin~~ Hehe. And I made kris treat me to LJS!! Haha. LJS again. -_-" Haha. Now you know why I'm fat now? =/

Aiya, it was nice nice nice taking a break from schoolmates and going out with secondary schoolmates. Hehe. Fun fun fun~ =D



the first photo on my new phone! XD


2nd one. hehe. she came late ah. =/


she insisted on taking photo with nic. don't know why..
scandal?? LOL. =X


our lunch. nobody felt like eating normal food.
i suggested finger-linking food.
and tadah! here it is. Lol.
tempting? lol. the wedges are nice! X)
so are the nuggets...rojak...but not popiah! haha..


hot drinks are always the best choice for a rainy and windy day. ((:


edna cannot get enough of rojak..
went to buy somemore..
but auntie gave a whole packet of youtiao (fried dough fritters) instead!
so many laaa.... X/

ooh.. cramped face..
too much of youtiao? wahaha..

mahira! my gf. hehe.. (:

edna is being extra. -_-" lol..

see~ i told ya she's being extra.
haha.. =/
okae. i shall not be bad~ lol..


bored..waiting..sleeping..bla bla bla..
and darling is hyper as usual laa. (:


the other side.
we were all waiting for tutorial outside ah.


2 of them.
forever stick together?
hehee.. X/



haha.
we are the two legend indians under the red blanket!!
kitkat!! lol.. get the joke?
so sorry! not being racist here!
don't sue me!!! ((:


i shaked~ lol..


this is why i am still fat..after soo long. )):


so long never take bus using coins le. hehee.
folded a heart for myself...? hehe.. guess who~~~
:p not telling not telling. hehe..


zl-in at home. haha.. cuz...


I wasn't allowed to walk as mama was washing floor! thus the constipated face! Lol.. X)

can you understand the pain she's going through?

why must always be the one to hurt her?

she dotes on you the most.

yet you are the most disappointing one too.

it hurts me too when she comes crying to me.

how would you feel?

don't you feel any pain?

who are you?

i feel like.......

i don't know you anymore. )):