i seriously need you sayang.......

it's so hard so hard to gain trust from all of you nowadays. =(

all left me one by one. mama's right. im actually a very lonely girl. what's with all the : "i'll be here dun worry" and "im just a call away"??!!??

i just.....

damn it.

it's useless.

no one hears me screaming. no one knows the pain i am going through. no one cared to even bother about me. i should move on? is that your answer to me? i don't want this answer.. i dont want i dont want i dont want........................ =(

im living in complete misery.