the courage to live on(:

1 litre of tears.
what a touching story(:

but well, i guess i am just not like any normal girls..
ESP EDNA CHAN XIUXIANG... xP
i only teared when i watched the last 2 episodes of the show.
and in the middle of episode 6 when ako-chan is repriminding the brother.

that's all.
maybe it's cause i didn't watch all at once?
and some distractions in between also.
haha. whatever, this is based on true story.

she died in the year i was born.
how i admired her courage to live on in life.
as if it were to happen to me..
i think i would just jump on the train track!
=/ okayy. but i definately won't have her courage.
for that i salute her! xD

well, go watch it bah!
youtube have it! ((:
okayy.. enough of that.

actually how does the whole blogging thing works?
i do not know how to carry on from there.
=/ after typing on it for more than many years..
i suddenly realised i do not know how to blog at all.

hah! what a great entry.
AM talking to edna now nah..
and was being lame all the while.
haha! am i always like this? =/

ooh..
the last time i went shopping with chai hui
i accidentally blurt out things i should not have said.
haha! and she had been bugging me for answer.. -.-"

nono....there won't be an answer from me.
wahahah~~~~~ -.-"

and we girls had some lame things going on again nah..
with shits and mosquitoes.. LOL
it's true that playing and joking around with it is alright.
but don't go too far alright(:

well, but i am not sure of how this feeling came about.
let's just say..... fate(:

anyway, went for mani and padi curing yesterday with sis.
well, wasn't well done!
and i destroyed the toe nailed one
it hasn't dried and i forgot about it.
being the usual "violent" me.
i just smudged it.. -.-"

going back tomorrow to re-polish it.
will there be any charges? hope not. =/
then meeting with darling to do more painting.. LOL
shall buy a few designs to have more creations. hehe.. xD

(: well, cny's in exactly 7 days' time.
clothes ready, shoes ready
nails not, hair not!
ergh~~ i wana cut my hair..
any nice recommendations?
cut cut cut!

o.O
i am losing interst in working for them already
esp since shen yi and edna quitted theirs..
well, maybe shall quit after this last week.

and well, maybe won't be going on vacation with them bah.. ):
i simply have to think properly.
can't be spending my savings any-o-how-ly le.
if i go for this month vacation,
i really wont be able to provide for my driving lessons.
and well, travelling can be done some other times..
we still have many years of friendship building(:

they won't abandon me just cause i did not go this time right? =/
maybe they will...be secretly happy. -.-"
well, guess nah..

like i said in the past,
pessimistive grows in me... sad.
okok.

well, everyone lives for a purpose..
is that true?
i know of people who just live for the sake that their time is just not up yet.
i know pf people who lives cause deaths do not want them.
o.O are those two points the same?
but yeah. i do not know what am i actually living for.

humans are the only greedy creatures...who want to live longer?
then why is it that turtles live longer than us? =/
isn't that true??
why are they the ones living till hundreds over years old and us?
bet right now, u wana punch me?
hahahaah.... =/

aiya. byebye