one week

didn't go to school today. =/
not because i don't want to.
but because the headache's back.
hmmm..so as not to aggravate it..
for just like... 2 hours of math and IPC.
which is like from 8am-10am..
i stayed home.

and yay!
now i'm feeling sooo much better already!
not so sick anymore..
all's left are the cough and flu.. -.-
one week... exactly.
how long can this illness be man..
hahha... wasted one whole week of my time.

i don't know what i was doing the whole of last week nah.
just that i spent the most of my time...
in bed sleeping and popping pills in the kitchen..
i felt so disgusted by the sight of pills now. =/

after i fully woke up..
realised that other than the 2 hours of lessons,
i have like... PAL roadshow, supposedly meeting with jenette
and more? whatever... there's training tomorrow also.
aiya! basically, i missed out on a lot of things last week and today. -.-
how great nah. *frustrated*

well, ipc's tomorrow.
hmm.. comm skills' wednesday
lucky cep's postponed to next week.
which reminds me....
sem proj's presentation's next week too..

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talking about sem proj.
i feel so sad and guilty nah.
haven't been contributing anything at all.
and great. i don't understand what the topic is nah.
come to think of it, almost every team work..
do not have any of my work at all.

now you know why i keep wanting to change course?
it doesn't help that i tried to do this and that.
it isn't that i don't wana help.
just wait for the work to be done and all.
but much as i want to, i just don't understand what i am doing in the end.
i cannot blame them, i cannot show my frustrations and worst of it all, i have to just take whatever's given to me.
during the mid-sem presentation, i was just sooo depressed that i really do not know what else i can do nah.
they may not say me.. but i cannot also guess what they are thinking at the end of it all... )):
useless nah.. is what i can feel right now.. right this sem.

this sem isn't going smoothly for me nah.. blu~~~
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have to buy new presentation pants/skirt. =/
not happy with my present one nah..
omg. gary really kissed the female fan!!
whoa~~ later got gossips again...

great ar.. side-track again...
blogging seems more and more irritating nowadays. =/
cyah