*forever love*

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?
Saying something and wishing you hadn't?, or
Saying nothing and wishing you had?

I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say.Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them.

If you do, they might break your heart...if you don't, you might break theirs.


Have u ever decided not 2 become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?

Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.
You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own........when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.

Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you ?

Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all.

Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?

We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what we
don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us.

But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger .

Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.

Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could have had.

* What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye?

*What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?

*What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? ( even if it is that you don't care anymore)

*What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?

*What would you do if you never got the chance to say I am friends with all of my family and they know I love them?*

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received this email before?
i'm sure you do(:
i received it soooo many times before.
and right now.. i can only say...
it perfectly suit my current *situation* =/

i also wana blog in chinese..like lun~
however, i realised...my standards of chinese is damn lousy.
if he says he is lousy (which is soo contradicting)
then i'm damn lousy.

lol..
have never ever been good in it anyway.
shall just stick to english
or have some partial chinese words.. ((:
like how i used to do in my personal diary~

haha...
yeah yeah..
in case you're stunned.
i keep a diary.
infact...diaries...
for they ran out of pages alright. haha..
xD

they're good you know?
they won't leak out your deepest feelings..
they won't threaten you for anything..
they won't scold you for anything you said..
they won't CRASH on you after you wrote a looonngg loonnngggg *entry*
and mostly,
they show how much you have grown from your last *entry*(:

taking them out and reading them whenever i'm feeling lonely
laughing at my old-self.. (if there is such a word)
seeing how much i've *grown*
is such a joy.

however, after the birth of blogger...

my diary hasn't been written constantly..

i hate that.

yet sometimes, just feel so lazy now.

说了也没用。

我需要空间。