thoughts of thoughts

and so life is never fair. ):

yeah. if nothing last forever........

the proposal is half-done.
what's left will be the campus run.
which sucks... x/
cause it is the most tedious of all..

happiness only last a moment.
sadness follows you for life.
and satisfaction is never there.
which fills up the empty heart/mind.

damn. i have to learn to curb my temper.
offending people like it didn't matter
makes me feel like a bitch.
and i did not like that feeling one bit. ):

making me talk equals to...
making me sad all over again..
the quiz is right.
im still not ready.

(><) yet i don't wana bow down. and admit im in the wrong. ): sheeessshhh! i hate myself.

quick! tell me im still not.
im sinking further in..
nobody to pull me out
and guide me the way~

eeeeewww!
change me change me.
i wana be changed.
to be a better person(: