a little bumpy ride

i always forgot to say what i have to say
or wanted to say

i forgot about my manners
whenever there's a need to

i forgot about throwing attitude away
whenever there's a need to

i forgot to give thanks
to those around me
for their many many help
or their many many good gestures

i forgot to apologise
to those who
i offended with or without intention

and i always always always
forgot to show forgiveness
and keep my emotions in me
whenever troubles or situations happened

this is me
but i will always remember the every little details
that had happened in my life up till now

and knowing that i forgot
and the kind of character i have developed
over the years of growing up

i find it hard to make it up
for my forgetfulness
which i myself find it detestable

i needa re-learn gorwing up
and all the things that i once feared

shall never ever be my obstacles anymore
i need the determination
i must find the me i should be back

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and why am i updating at this stupid point of time?
3am on a sunday morning

:D

cause i had a great night out with kor
and my virgin ride on a bike!
it's funny how i tried to find
ways and means of *grabbing* kor
to prevent falling off the seat
due to very very very smooth pants

hah! and now i fell even more in love with bikes
true that it's kind of tiring being in a bike
compared to cars and everything else with hoods over them
heh~ but it's kind of *exciting*

hmmmm.......should say~~~
the feeling you find no words to describe in fact!

drove around....half of singapore?
haha...had the west and north covered
maybe a little of south

and watched game plan!
not very touching till i teared
*looks at edna*
but it's kind of nice to see how kindships grow(:

and went to yishun dam
whee~~
i guess that's the name~

hah~~ kind of scary to see so many
different groups of bikers and drivers
there actually

:S

but still
im in love with bikes!!
i love the winds going against me even more!

:D

and im dead laaaaa
kor said i have very strong m'sia accent
which he is not the first to say
i still can't get rid of it after one year!
):

i needa sleep now
*tired*