Monday, November 19, 2007

gonearethosedays



and so i passed the RS
with totally no mood and everything
to try to even get those stupid theories in
and all the derivations

and true enough
derivations suck!
for me nah~

so it's kinda lucky that i pass
with leaving the last two questions
almost totally BLANK
LOL! i got like....4/20 for those two questions

=/

they say you must never
laugh too much in the day
cause at night you will feel like crying

yet they say to be happy no matter what
since life's going on as usual
and nothing's gona stop for you pathetic reasons to be sad

so what are we supposed to do?
laugh or not?
be happy or not?

hmmmmm.......
on second thoughts
these two don't link
but who cares

i've been wanting to have a goodcryout
i'm getting worse
right now, i'm just bottling up everything
and not letting it out of the stupid mind/chest/whatever

that showing the cheerful side of me
really made me feel like slapping myself up
what's with all the covering up?

but then
there's no use showing out
those emotions which
no one can make it feel better

i believe everyone on earth
have a deepest secret
which they will never ever tell
no matter how much probing was made

but somehow you will feel damn tired
while holding this stupid secret of yours
like it's some kind of stupid precious

it's killing me!





and i miss the feeling of winds going against me(:
i totally miss miss miss the feeling!!
KOR! bring me out again???

:D























and i wana watch the sunrise!
anyone wana bring me(:

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