my mushroom shelter

with this i pledge my love to you

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managed to complete at least 70%
of my part for PChem report
and...15% of my AIC report

have to wait for sarah
to send me the results
blame it on myself for
not bringing thumbdrive
):

anyway, i think lab 4
is still alright just that it's long
why is everyone like
"omg it's lab 4 blahblahblah"

and nurul passed me her findings
for the debate!! omg!
i have not started any research

but i think priority's on presentation
which....no one's planning to start
and i'm sooooo sooooo soooo
happy that EWT tutorial's OFF
this thursday :D
therefore, we end at 1pm
happy me!

i don't know why
EWT puts me off
each time i tried to listen
my mind says so otherwise
i just cannot cannot concentrate in that class
even with like 12 hours of sleep
the day before
i will still turn off the mind during EWT
):

to think i wana carry on to environ. engineering
i think i have to give up this option now?
):

and S.Chem too
i can understand
yet do not understand
what mr goh is talking about
some parts i just can't get it
):

i really wish i can do well for this sem
it seems like the easiest yet the hardest
you know you know
like year 3 is supposed to be the toughest
yet not so as we learnt all the so called basic/fundamentals/piler of the bone
during year 1 and 2
so we can move on to even more related
stuffs prior to our line of work

but we are like supposed to have them easy
as we got all the theories and fundamentals
all stucked in the mind as trained
during year 1 and 2.
so it's like a snap of your finger
and you should already know what is going on
that kind of feeling

year 3.
the stress is a different kind
it's like invisible
creeping onto you unknowingly
coupled up with a few other stress
coming from all over the places
irregardless to studies

im sooo cramped in that little devil
i can almost feel it taking over me
):