HOPE IS NOT NEAR???

ding: haha.. no laa.. -.-" get you all excited for what..? and yea. i think we look alike too..bro sis for too long and this is what you get~~ LOL!
darling: shocked or short? eh eh eh..it's my prized photo leh! *super proud of it* okayy.. HAHA. stop bringing it down like wadever huh.... *hits*
ziddy: haha.. it better mean thousand things.. HEHE! hmm...if you really very nwah then we change date lo.. LOL. i think now the busy one is you. LOL! im gona be freeeeee very soooonnn omg! cant wait.. :D
huijun: haha! wheee~~ SUNDAY! muahah! and we can talk all we want then.. hehehe... you're in a sweet period yourself. LOL! SEE YOU SOON MY LIFETIME PARTNER! :D

okayy
i'm having a little hope for BPA now
having like erm....
1/3 of it ready?

i'm not sure if this is called ready for it
but at least i think i can write them out
and PLEASE!

these questions will come out again
I BEG YOU
=x

urgh~
so at least i can have a D??
i'm now on F
for BPA ):

wahh
i hate BPA
still hating it

few hours later
i'm waking up to fill up
my last straw of hope for this

and then RS
and then HOLIDAYS
and then baby's birthday
and then DAZ meeting
and then meet up with huijun!! :D
and then I NEED A JOB =x

omg
bet you won't know how happy i was
when huijun came to talk to me on msn okayyy!!
:D

though we didn't have any CNY visiting this year
hehe!
but i'm glad we're gona meet up still!

hehe!
true when you don't contact
the close-ness will be drifted apart

but i'm really glad at least
in the few meet ups
that we had
and will be having
and still will be arranging

will just be there forever and ever
:D

as i said
somethings don't have to be said
or mentioned at all all times

you can feel and you will know
:D

it's like the footprints
you can never erase off
your heart

hehehehhe
right now
im just waiting and waiting for exams to be over

and i can enjoy it

well,
but i need a job
any lobangs not??
pls tell me =x

i'm in need of money~
LOL!
super broke can

baby won't be entertaining me
cause he's working his ass off
to save up for his superfour -.-"
which is like a few months away time
and his other more important stuffs

so i'll be super lonely
after all the meet ups
i need a job to
keep me entertained instead

baby also said he's not gona provide for me
-.-"
and he's not gona pity me either!!
he wants me to provide for him instead
I'M BEING TORTURED okayyy

LOL!
=x
so i need a job
badly badly

urgh!
if only i have like....2 months?
then maybe i could try asking
to be relief teacher

at swiss?
or mayb other schools
home econs relief teacher
i always wanted to be that
but i think no schools wants me
=x

i'm so gona try to ask after grad man
i wana be a teacher still
hehe!
my dream and it always will

:D

by that time im waiting for grad
i should be qualified enough for swiss
LOL!

*imagines imagines*
*dozes off*