not the me anymore

i feel so out of me recently

having to be able to talk freely
without having to hide any stuff
is indeed nice

but it is also changing me
i am not the me i was anymore


and i cannot stand it anymore
this is getting out of hand day by day
minutes by minutes
seconds by seconds
millisecondas by milliseconds

okayy sorry. -.-"

and i am afraid i cannot sustain that til april






=/