reality and dreams

warning:
a load of craps and shyts ahead
you can just leave without reading(:

*****

a little of misunderstandings
can lead to a lifetime of regrets

a little of mutual trusts
and a lifetime of relationship is gained

people tend to look at the surface of things
and assumed that the worst of it
it's never the case of bothering to look into matters
before blowing the things up
i am one of them

we seem to forgot that it's human to err
and that all that were born into this world
came with a heart as pure as gold

why have we become who we are today?
some blamed the society
some blamed the kind of life they were given at start

but in this era,
what is HARD times?
really, do we still have hard times?

im typing as in singapore
and not other countries
at least the cases that i've seen so far

i may not be a hundred of years in age
but up till my 19+ of living
i have at least seen the worst side of life

and how trust can be misused
how betrayals happened
and how everything can be discarded for one small little short-term *goal*

it's just..........ironically strange

i ain't trying to say i'm perfect
but at least i know my limits at times
and right now, im just so sick of being who i am NOT everyday

sometimes you just pretend to fit into the society
but isn't it really so tiring
and you just feel like letting it out one day

we are now at a age of understanding stuffs
and knowing what's good for us
we have to learn

it is a process all human goes through
even though you hate it
there's the reality of the real world you have to face one day

living in the fairytales don't get you far

*****

haha~ okayy
does that sounded a little serious ??
aiya! you have to blame all the UNCLES
who always came talking to me about..

RESPONSIBILTIES AND FUTURE
and everything else you can talk about regarding the REAL world
and blah blah blah

haha! my darlings either get freaky stuffs
or tao2 hua1 yun4 [don't know how to translate] during work
but i always get uncles coming up to me talkin sense into me

have i the words [I AM IRRESPONSIBLE]
craved on the top of me forehead??
LOL! or maybe [I AM TOO RESPONSIBLE]
is craved on it instead.

:D

so they felt that talking to me will be a good choice.
HAHA! i don't know

but one thing for sure,
it's already the 4th or 5th time happening to me during work!
i don't know to be appreciative or laugh it out

it's out of goodwill i understand
so i always listened to them attentively okayy
and give my utmost replies and understandings

:D

somehow they really dooo made sense
so there's no reason to be pissed at them
haha.. and they certainly made time pass faster for me!

after talking to them....
almost one hour's gone!
so yay! countdown to less hours
LOL!

i wana get to my real working world can?
have been thinking about all the plans i can have with my *should-be* salary

but is that really achievable?
with my type of results?
diong mentioned IAP = 6 modules credits
and the presentation alone stands 2 moudles credits

and it really can pull up the GPA
but can i even get into IAP?
i don't wana be stucked in FYP nah!

have to work very very hard this sem
in order to secure myself a place in IAP
but im lagging behind almost every modules!
i hate my brain!

):




a random note :
i think my left leg's rotting off day by day

double ):