for a very long time

when's the last time i posted?
haha

i don't know where to start
it's just been working,
driving lessons and driving pre-tests and
catching up with shows, dramas and movies

then losing sleep over them
not have enough energy for any other things
and spending time with mama most of my holidays

hahah! have been getting mama out of the house
for she has like been stucked inside this house
for the many many years since she gave birth to me

she keeps blaming me for not letting her to go to work
when i was just a toddler
-.-"

and all she does now is just to do the housework
eat sleep and PLAY HER GAMES

haiyo~~
she got all her backaches, headaches and whatever else aches
from playing all those stupid games
tsktsk!

and my papa threatens to ignore her
if she were to complain of any pain
due to playing games on her mobile!

HAHA!
so she's trying to cut down the playing time now
LOL!

and underdog's FUNNY!
why are animals all made out to be comedies?
okayy. i don't intend to find out the answer

ooh. and ISPESC's still busy with all the stupid stuffs
and all. Pfizer's the next trip
sometimes i'm grateful to mr kevin roberts
for pulling me in this organisation

but sometimes i really can't stand the things
that are going on there
and i already have a testimonial
together with the last batch that passed it down to us

haha. so i'm gona have like 2 testimonials from ISPE
for being an exco in the student chapter
haha~~ not the time to think about this now also

school's starting in a few days' time
and the timetable's the same
just different modules

totally.

i got an immediate failure
for today's driving pre-test
=X haha!
and after that i just got no more mood
to carry on driving the correct way

and at the end of the test
my instructor still can comment
that i did not toooo bad
haiyo! was he just being encouraging
or just trying to be sacarstic?

i'm really not sure

i don't know what's wrong with me
the nearer it is to the date of TP
the more mistakes i'm making
maybe i should learn to not think about it at all

hahahhahaha~~
the dream of having my own car
is really getting onto me

have been dreaming about my own car
especially seeing myself driving
sparks to and fro school,
bringing mama out everytime i'm free

haha! then pop!
i'm being forced to wake up
and do my stuffs for that day

i shall go find enlightment
xD