all grown up?

but i haven hit the 2 of age
how come i feel so lonely?

mummy asked me home yesterday
to accompany the little sis
to play sparkers etc etc

in the end
i'm home catching up on shows
and she's OUT WITH HER FRIENDS

-.-"

how great eh??
tsktsk~~~

and now i'm stucked at home yet again
how entertaining is that man..

just missed out on a job offer
cause of stupid driving lessons
ergh~ i'm broke broke broke
hell broke

i need money~~
haha..
i have to pay for my own driving lessons
and a lot of things which i wana buy!!!

i want this bag i like a lot
but i just can't find it anywhere
so sad

hmmm.............
i'm suddenly reminded of hairspray
o.O not sure why

i've come to know a new *you*
throughout the years

it started out as a *bet*
between you and your friend

yet i just wana stay in my
overgrown comfy nest
which will forever and ever be there

then it became something intimate
to strangers
and now.....new-known friends

or maybe i never wana believe in my heart
maybe it's always there
i just never open up to it

strangers from one end to the other end
with almost zero chance of meeting into each other
yet one morning, you were there behind me
trying to *save your face*

and now that it's gone
i'm hoping for time to give me back
some of my lost moments

there it started the journey
which took just too long to sparkle off
and when it does, it's all too late

i'm always wishing for things
which will never come true