oO nostalgic

mutual trust
something hard to acheive between humans

life now isn't the same as before
having to learn to be independent
isn't as easy as i thought it to be intially

i want the old life i had back!
i missed the good old days
where i will be pardoned for all my little mistakes
and showered with all the care and concern around me

5N3. a class of dunohowyouwanadescribedit
but my *family* is what im missing
and the kind of X-factor we used to be talking about
nothing and nothing else but the band room we will be stucked in
everyday after school!
playing whatever kind of things we can think of
the days so carefree and happy
i don't like poly life
don't like don't like!!!!!!

if only i don't have to grow up
remained at the happiest time of my life
i would give up years of my life to retain that kind of happiness
yea. it's how miserable i find life to be now

never in my life have i wanted this kind of feeling back so much
until recently
it always felt like it just happened yesterday

time never heals don't they?
told you stupid dentences are created
to use it on stupid people like me

it is getting harder to find another reason for smiling nowadays