[P.S. I Love You]

It was a fantasy so short.
Everything lasted for only one month
Those were the only 4 days of memories I can reminisce

Just how deep have I fallen into this pit?
It was never intended to be told
Not to anyone, even darlings

For every message I had received
It had brought me to a higher level
A step nearer to fulfilling the dream

However, reality always wins over fantasy
I was brought up so high
I almost reached the peak

Yet, my hopes had to be dashed at this moment
I seriously had no more confidence in myself
For anymore things/for you

Though as much as I wanted to forget you
I just could not do it
It’s already too late

They say “time heals”
I say “time leaves a scar”
A scar which will hunt youme a lifetime

Harboring no more thoughts of it coming true
I just have to numb myself all over again
It was too strong an opponent, faced failure

Every sentence I spoke to you
The heart wrenched
Masked the heart, showed the expected

That’s the best ending afterall
It’s all along…just me
The stars did not keep their promises to me

the 3rd scar